Exploratory Dialogue

Chapter 3

I have struggled with this start from the beginning. Do I recap? Do I go back and explain what you may have missed?After Broken, I experienced the shattering of my fantasy and delusion. It was like I was living in a fantasy world invented by my abusers to give them the least resistance.In fact, that … Continue reading >Chapter 3

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Finding Me: Chapter 1

Love was a weapon used against me since my formative years. It’s all I have known. It changes you when someone hurts you while they tell you they love you. You associate love with pain. Do you know what pain is? It took me so long to figure this out. Pain is just magnified discomfort … Continue reading >Finding Me: Chapter 1

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Interview #3 – Seven Days Escaped From Ukraine

This one has been hard for me to write about. I went into the bank last Wednesday and ended up standing in line a lot longer than planned. So, I dropped my things to the floor, sat on the floor, and started meditating right there on the spot. About 40 minutes later, a woman walked … Continue reading >Interview #3 – Seven Days Escaped From Ukraine

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Interview #2 – The Coffee Shop Tutelage

I was supposed to be meeting my attorney for coffee and a contract, but he never showed. I don’t believe in wasted moments. Two patrons were in the coffee shop. One, a man from Armenia. He spoke openly about his philosophy and views on the politics of our day. The second, was an older man … Continue reading >Interview #2 – The Coffee Shop Tutelage

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