Where Education Is Born
I recall those early therapy days. The emotion was intense, hot, painful, and raw. It was chaos. I cried and screamed so much and for so long. Like every part of my subconscious bled. There is a process. An order of things. Every process is different. That’s the problem. The Psychological System today is built …
This is Joanna. There is also the Jerry. The Jerry is the Fear Police in our minds. I first heard the term “Fear Police” from Dr. Aziz Gazipura’s book “Not Nice.” READ IT. That is your first homework assignment. I had my own “Fear Police.” In a Multiple mind, I could speak to my “Fear …
“They always did say to leave the best for last.” Bergen winks and spreads out on his chair. “We need to catch you up to the game. Joanna and I have been wrestling for power for quite some time now. 2015 is when I started getting up in her face. There was signs of me …
I’m Joanna. I am what you would call “The Host” or “The Protector.” I was born in 1995. I had a near-death experience. I woke up as Joanna. I stood there with Erik looking at my body while the two boys (dumb fucks) poured water down my throat to keep me alive. When I woke, …
Hi. I’m Kallan. I prefer the Witch Queen. Fae Queen. That is my real name. Anna named me Kallan after her book character, Kallan. I am the BDSM Mistress. The purple leather jacket belongs to me. I am the logic of Anna’s brain. One might say I’m the Ego, but that would be Bergen. “I …
When you realize that you just need to keep going… Hello. This is Imagination. I am The Goddess. I come out when Anna smokes weed. Or when she’s very relaxed. One day, Anna will relax without the weed. And Anna will give up weed completely, but for now, she thinks it’s the only way she …
Elizabeth opened her eyes. It was 3AM. Imagination shifts to the front of my mind. “Anna.”“I hear you.”“You know what we’re doing here, don’t you?”I nod my head. I do. “You’re scared,” she said.“I am.”“Of what?”I sighed. I knew what she was doing. She was making me pause, stop, and observe.“You’re making me write.”“We all …
PTSD. Getting that diagnoses was like identifying the kind of mess I was in. It meant that I suffered from triggers (44 of them to be exact), and each “trigger” sent me into a time-traveling episode.I am tired of time-traveling. I think I am officially sick and tired of living in the past and the …
Once upon a time there was an Imp King and The Goddess. She at once was drawn to his mischievous glance and his devilish horns. He was drawn to her free-spirited sunlight. But what he loved most of all, was her laugh. And oh, how he danced. And oh, how he joked, forever looking for …
I talk a lot about the feelings I experienced. Feelings are the experience. Emotions are the life source of existence. They are our identity. They are the essence of those we love… the things we love. Emotions are everything.They move and guide, steer and direct us through life, pulling and pushing at us. “Go here.” …