I’m growing still. It will not slow down. I can do more. I can feel it. I can see how Cell Mitosis, when nourished with Love and Physics can grow and cause things to divide. This is how Christ made so much food out of so little.  

My daughter has said things like “My Conversation Logic was obstructed” and I thought, “What a clever thing to say.”

She was telling me a story, and I explained, “You took off in the Cab without me, and I’m outside waving at you to come back.”

Conversation is easier than anything I could ever imagine. 

I spoke with Religious Leaders and People. I was able to translate Psychological Physics into Christianity so I could communicate what I knew. That is when they explained what they saw, and I understood. I understood it all. 

Religious People were trying to create The Learning Journey of The Discovered Self. I explained to them how it is a Natural part of Human Psychology that we need for our Mental Health. But when it is forced or obstructed, it is an Obstruction of a Person’s Self-Wisdom Journey. 

A violation of The Self-Wisdom Journey leads to Mental Illness. And too many of us have lost our Self-Wisdom Journey.

I found the True Origin Story at last. As I finished it up, piecing it together, my daughter used my Math Formula to built the entire Story in two days. What took me 40 years, took her two Days to do with the Math Formula. 

I’ve been disorganized these last few weeks. Maybe months now. Not sure where to put my Written Words. I’m done with Triadic Healing at Triadic Healing part #5. I felt the End as it wrapped up and I needed to move on, but move on to where?  And with what? I was disoriented for a time while I tried to figure out how best to go from here. 

I’m watching One Piece. He’s in the Prison with the Collar on… And I realized I’m just a Mental Version of Luffy. I collect Wisdom and Knowledge like Luffy collects Strength. 

I had The Growth Challenge of Forgiveness of Psychologists. And I learned how to Forgive.

I had the Growth Challenge of Facing my Fears in Religious People. And I learned how to Communicate.

I had the Growth Challenge of Juggling High-Intense Diplomatic Conversations, and I learned how to Apply Logic to Strategic Communications. 

I found the Four Manuals of Conversation and outlined them. 

I learned how a Single Word can drive my Ship into the Plans of others, and I learned how better to Steer.

I learned how to Control Intensity. 

I had the Growth Challenge of Arrogance and Humbleness to Compress both Emotions into Confidence. 

I learned how to Recognize — Mid-Mental Assault — when someone was using Helpless Victim to “Snip” and “Shuffle” my Own Mind to take my Logic and Reality from me. And I defended it.

I discovered the Helpless, Meek Mask that Abusers use that allow them to Abuse, while they play Confused, Dismissive, and Helpless. 

I learned how Religion is trying to Guide People into The Self-Wisdom Journey. And. I began working with them in Psychology to show them how to accomplish their Goals, but with Respect to The Atheist.

As an Atheist, I learned how much the Self-Wisdom Journey is Vital to The Self and Mental Health, and how much I felt “My Soul” return. I don’t like those words at all and I am still in pursuit of a more Suitable — Modern Language — that allows me to adapt my Mind to the Situation I’m shaping. 

I’m trying to shape this out for me, but also am trying very carefully to see where my Skeleton Frame for All ends and my personal Style begins. I have the Math for that.