Protected: The Ashavana Esoteric Sciences: Part #1
About Lesson

This is the real reason why I wanted to write this Course. I noticed new Sensations that required Lessons. 

The “Discomfort” I was told was “Discomfort” is actually the feeling of Navigation and trying to figure out how to Move. I would describe this emotion as… “Challenged.” I am feeling Challenged. But not at all Discomfort. 

 

I feel Challenged. And I have to make a decision to steer my ship… But I don’t know which way.

Calling it “Discomfort” was making it impossible for me to steer. But now I can call it by Name.

Names, when misplaced, Block Logic, End Comprehension… they are Lies. And they prevent a Person from Self-Preservation and Proper Maintenance.

 

This week I have resolved all Diplomacy Blocks and Social Obstacles. I have resolved all Networking problems. 

The only one left is Money. 

I still have no idea how to generate Money from Ideas. And to know the right Name of things is to be able to Ask the Right Questions. But the Order must be followed. And you can ask the Question all you want, if it is not the right Order, then you can’t go forward. 

 

I can feel it right now. Already… “I don’t know what I have to shape it into an “Ask” for Money that will Generate an Income… I don’t know the Logical Sequence of Money from Idea to Income. And I’m looking for the Natural and Ethical Sequence. 

10th. I feel it. Emotional Fluidity is Starting. Now that I’ve resolved my Self-Wisdom Journey and The Point of Potential Truth, the Emotions are Flowing.

They are to be Minded with the 4th, 5th, 6th, 8th, and 9th. And also, they must Flow. I’ve been sleeping a lot these last few days. The Mental Work has been grueling. And the Diplomacy Course… Brutal.

I feel the people coming in around me. Holding the Foundation in place with their Passion and Dreams. 

And it’s simple. It’s so easy. It’s just Train one person in charge of the Cultivators. Nourish the Religious Leaders. Network with Politicians to get this moving forward. 

It’s Training. And I’m looking at Chemistry and Biology. Annoyed at myself for not studying it more. My lack of Mastery in Chemistry is now holding me back. I’ll be tackling that next.

It’s Growing, using the Disciplines to Train and Build. Steering and Navigating the Ship. Enduring the Emotion “Challenge” as I steer the Ship and let the Ship move where the Waters take me. It’s learning how to work with the Waters. It’s suddenly becoming Hyper-Aware of the Waters. 

 

I can feel Math move like Water. And I know where I must go. I step. It’s Chi. It truly is. Chi is Math, Logic, and Physics when they are Integrated. I can feel them. And I know how to move. It’s Breath. My Breathing is the Pulling in of Chi and the Release of Chi.

But It’s Logic, Math, and Physics. And it’s Sentient. And when the Waters of Math move, the Feeling of Challenge — When Resistance + Redirect is Greater than Unobstructed Flow — I let it carry me into the Right Direction.

I can see where — in the past — I thought the Feeling of Challenge and Redirection was a Problem and I fought it, causing me Trauma and Pain. 

It’s a combination of Being Authentic and Honest, Weaving my Reputation built on Truth and As I Am, Having the Self-Authority to take this where it needs to go and when, staying far away from the people who are scared of me and my Powers, while staying far away from the people who are seeking use me at my own disadvantage. And every choice I make, every step I take is one more “Stone” that shows people who and what I am.

Its Story Weaving “In True and Authentic Character.” Not for Gain to Use people. But for Ethical Compliance of my own Mental Health and Sanity because I have to live with me at the end of the day.

I’ve been building the Story. I had no idea I was also Building The Character. We’re Stories. We are Sentient Stories. And the more I walk this Road, the more this is undeniable.

I can feel Truth. And I stand with that Truth and Logic. And People cross my Path, and I am unyielding. It’s the Art and Skill of Laying down the Logic in the Order of Events in written Word, in Language and Conversation, in Educational Systems… as we Construct our Comprehension. 

And then we Collect the Next Logical Layer to Build and Grow our Story, so we can keep growing, so we can keep living, so we can keep Learning. 

And then, one day, you realize you are so good at this skill that you can just Breathe and you can move, and you realize you are Story Dancing with Nature and with everyone in the World… And you just have to learn The Dance.