Ancient Wisdom. Future Learning.
Time rolled on. Seasons changed. Generations came and went. And the worlds aligned. In the mountains of New York, I was born. As if they had known what I was, as if they could see the threads of magic in my blood, they took me, bound me, they enslaved me. Careful to keep an ever …
We have two primary parts of us that makes up who we are:Our desires and our ethics.Our actions must be aligned with our ethics. Our Voice is the tool used to communicate desires and ethics. Our Name defines us for ourselves and adds identity to who and what we are. It enforces and validates our …
Going to therapy in those early days was like boot camp in reverse. It was like extraction. It was.I felt weak and feeble. Frail and lost. Confused. That’s what happens when your reality has been altered. I will say a million times over, that trauma survival, recovery, endurance, thriving is only a war over perspectives. …
I recall those early therapy days. The emotion was intense, hot, painful, and raw. It was chaos. I cried and screamed so much and for so long. Like every part of my subconscious bled. There is a process. An order of things. Every process is different. That’s the problem. The Psychological System today is built …
This is Joanna. There is also the Jerry. The Jerry is the Fear Police in our minds. I first heard the term “Fear Police” from Dr. Aziz Gazipura’s book “Not Nice.” READ IT. That is your first homework assignment. I had my own “Fear Police.” In a Multiple mind, I could speak to my “Fear …
“They always did say to leave the best for last.” Bergen winks and spreads out on his chair. “We need to catch you up to the game. Joanna and I have been wrestling for power for quite some time now. 2015 is when I started getting up in her face. There was signs of me …
I’m Joanna. I am what you would call “The Host” or “The Protector.” I was born in 1995. I had a near-death experience. I woke up as Joanna. I stood there with Erik looking at my body while the two boys (dumb fucks) poured water down my throat to keep me alive. When I woke, …
Hi. I’m Kallan. I prefer the Witch Queen. Fae Queen. That is my real name. Anna named me Kallan after her book character, Kallan. I am the BDSM Mistress. The purple leather jacket belongs to me. I am the logic of Anna’s brain. One might say I’m the Ego, but that would be Bergen. “I …
When you realize that you just need to keep going… Hello. This is Imagination. I am The Goddess. I come out when Anna smokes weed. Or when she’s very relaxed. One day, Anna will relax without the weed. And Anna will give up weed completely, but for now, she thinks it’s the only way she …
Elizabeth opened her eyes. It was 3AM. Imagination shifts to the front of my mind. “Anna.”“I hear you.”“You know what we’re doing here, don’t you?”I nod my head. I do. “You’re scared,” she said.“I am.”“Of what?”I sighed. I knew what she was doing. She was making me pause, stop, and observe.“You’re making me write.”“We all …