Chapter 30

I’m all over, aren’t I? That’s the Multiples inside of me. When you have 4 different conscious minds all pulling you in differ directions. For me, Trauma Recovery has been a series of Mental exercise very similar to weight lifting. You’re squishy. You decide to work out. You feel the burn and exhaustion. You push … Continue reading >Chapter 30

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Chapter 29 – Imagination’s Vision

“I See it,” Imagination said, clearing her mind.The meek will inherit the earth. It is time for the intellects and philosophers to rise. It is time for the calm and patient to rise. The balance is shifting. The world is shifting. We are taking sides. The Narcissist vs. the Empath, and the Empath is turning … Continue reading >Chapter 29 – Imagination’s Vision

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Chapter 26

“I remember Broken being a lot less intense, lass.”I grumbled and dropped my self next to Bergen at the bar. “Where are we?” I asked, looking about the place. At first glance, I felt like we were in a 10th century tavern somewhere in the middle of…“Jorvik,” I said. “The Wandering Wench,” he said.Bergen grinned, … Continue reading >Chapter 26

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Chapter 25 – Reflection Part #2

“I imagine,” Imagination flashed a small smile, “it is because your Narcisstic Abuse Syndrome, your Relationship abuse, and your slavery threaten you where Number #1 is concerned, because he can hurt you. Raven was never in a position to hurt me. Ever.”I re-read the lines again. “But when your conditioning turned on,” Kallan continued. “the … Continue reading >Chapter 25 – Reflection Part #2

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Chapter 24 – Reflection

“I need a moment on this one, guys,” Joanna said, slipping back into her mind. “I want the Irish Cottage. I need the warmth of my cottage.” At once, the scene in my mind melted away to the once familiar wood floor boards in the kitchen. A table immediately to the right. To the left, … Continue reading >Chapter 24 – Reflection

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Finding Me: Chapter 23

Visibility is what the Narcissist teaches you love is. And every Narcissist has every Empath convinced of their charade. It is very important that you (and I) understand exactly what Visibility is and what it implies. You (and I) must understand the value of Visibility. Now. Visibility. Validation is Visibility. Validation is Confirmation that you … Continue reading >Finding Me: Chapter 23

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Finding Me: Chapter 22

Bullying is a painfully misunderstood topic in the US. Around the world, actually. We think bullying is just a boy on a playground beating up a smaller boy for his milk money. The movie “Mean Girls” depicts the cliquish female version of bullying. The phrase, “sticks and stones may break my bones, but names will … Continue reading >Finding Me: Chapter 22

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Chapter 21-Love vs. Visibility

We think we are looking for happiness. We are really looking for love. Happiness, I found. It’s love that eludes me. Happiness is just gratitude. So simple. So obvious, and yet, it isn’t until you practice true gratitude, that you find happiness. Even the words are synonymous. “I am happy for…” “I am grateful for…”When … Continue reading >Chapter 21-Love vs. Visibility

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Chapter 20 – The Goddess and The Imp Chapter 2

As if I had been born into the demon’s layers, the filth of the world knew me from rebirth. They used me, enslaved me, muzzled me, and muted me. They consumed and drained, taking from me everything I had. But my magic ran deep. In the rain, I would dance and replenish my truth. In … Continue reading >Chapter 20 – The Goddess and The Imp Chapter 2

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