Ancient Wisdom. Future Learning.
Present DayAnger just set in. I acknowledged, “Yes, Angel. You are PISSED that you were hurt. It’s okay now. You’re safe. You get pissed. Get angry. How dare they hurt you!”But do they hurt you? I think we are saying that wrong, Joshua. I think it is not that others hurt us. But that other …
Present DayI had myself a good cry. I’m coming down and I now must explain. Every time my partner, Juan, left the house I would grow anxious. The anxiety was indescribable. Every day, for two years, if I did not know he was home, then I panicked. Tonight is the first night since August 2021 …
“Hello, Angela.” I look and there across the familiar Irish table sat Imagination. Probably the only one accessible to me right now who can walk me through this. “Are you ready?” “I am.” “Who do you want to be right now? “I want to be a woman who is calm and relaxed, confident, and who …
Present DayI have information. I’m beyond the Stages of Healing. Two months ago, I experienced the feeling of… I needed to know why. All of my Shadow Work, I dissected each and every event, big and small. I would compare recent events, past events, present, chain reactions, which way all the dominoes would fall based …
Trauma Dumping. It is not something I condone. I believe focusing on negative and traumatic events, strongly changes the hormonal balance in the brain that enhances depression and, in people like me, trauma survivors who are hard wired to respond to trauma, trauma dumping leads to re-trauma. Therefore, I will be writing this next segment …
I was diagnosed with Chronic Depression at age 16 (1996), and I was given Prozac by my doctor without any follow up. I refused to take the pills and instead started exercising and dancing to naturally put serotonin into my system. It worked. I also changed my thinking and implemented positive thinking, which also worked.Exercise …
We are gods with the power to create and destroy and we wield our power irresponsibly. We are ignorant of our powers. And, as a result, we have destroyed this world. We try to blame gods and governments and parents. It’s us. Everyone of us. We all did it. And we can either stop seeking …
Usually it’s Imagination who does this… Well.. I am Angela. That is my real name.I’ve always hated my name because it didn’t make sense. Until now. Why I was called Angela.I am a healer.I have always been a healer. In my early days, I healed animals and cats… at 16, I nursed kittens, delivered a …
I told you just today that I would keep relationship stuff to just email. And apparently, I have more to say to you.I’m sorry if this crosses some lines, but it took me a lot longer than it ever should have to catch up.I realized just now, you’re still here. You never left me. You’re …
Let’s talk about this! We live in a society that encourages addiction. Rewards addiction. Seeks addiction. I am talking about work addiction. Workaholics. It is an unspoken Ugly about our society, and I’m talking about it.Workaholic is an addiction. It is an avoidant one uses to short change and superficially “resolve” a problem… for a …