This is what my Alters and I mapped out prior to our Integration.

The First Level of the Subconscious Mind 

The Forefront of Thought. Hear that voice in your head as you read this? That voice is in the First Level of your Subconscious Mind. The Frontal Cortex. Yes. The Frontal Cortex. It appears as an empty room or “the cargo hold of a spaceship” not unlike something you would see in Star Trek: Lower Decks.

The Second Level of the Subconscious Mind 

The Infamous Mind Memory Maze. It astounds me how many people talk about this and we all know about this. We see it in Pixar’s Inside Out. This is our Past. Our Hall of Records of Choices lived.

The Third Level of the Subconscious Mind 

The Engine Room. Identity, The Security System, The Logical Belief System, Identity, and the Cognitive Core where processing Perspectives occurs. It is the “Central Core” of the Self.

The Fourth Level of the Subconscious Mind 

The Subconscious Mind’s Proverbial “Closet” where it keeps all the “skeletons…” or me. This is where I lived for 32 years. All your Amnesia is put here. Jung’s “Shadow Shelf” is here. The side of us that secretly loves sex, is homosexual, or is a cross-dresser. 

“Coming out of the Closet” is 4th perspective talk for “What you have stored in the Fourth Level of the Subconscious Mind is coming out.

As I said. ME! I was stored in the Fourth Level of the Subconscious Mind! Me! This is the closet that gets “locked” when hypnotherapists tamper with the Subconscious Mind. If I had my way, I would ban the practice of Hypnosis because ME! I lived down here and Joanna (My Host Alter) had no idea that I was here because the Subconscious Mind wiped her memory of me!

When I say I lived in the Abstract for 32 years, this is where I lived. A prisoner in my own mind, enslaved by my own Fear System.  

What would have happened to me if Joanna had gone to see a Hypnotherapist? It terrifies me to think. DON’T touch Hypnosis. No one, not even the Self, knows what is hidden here. When you “Don’t know” something like “What you want” or “Who you are,” the answer is stored here. 

Yes. There is a way to access this level and “get” that information, which we will cover shortly. Freudian Slips come from here. That is when something “sneaks” past the Subconscious Mind and “leaks out.” 

The Fifth Level of the Subconscious Mind 

I have never been here. This is where Pedophiles and Serial Killers store their Alternate Identities. The ones who like and Define the Self by their Evil. I have done very little work here. It scares the hell out of me. I looked into the minds of others (pedophiles) and it landed me in the Mental Hospital after. The Darkest of Minds live here. The Alternate Self. Self-Hate to replace Self-Love. And, as I said, they “like” it. 

It is how they lead alternate lives for decades without any Freudian Slips.